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*pensive*
solemnize the word of honor,
knit the life'like living being,
your sacredness is in static of destruction,
her fear factor is fanatic of reduction.
crucify her, save her, coz i long her.
murderer just kill her, and don't preserve her
assumption, for your own redemption;
just leave him alone.
i know now how to stay on my cage,
don't dare me to bare with your faith,
give me back my pity....my artery
bring me back my pity....your honesty
i'm now out of his temper,
i'm now out of his anger,
i'm now out from her lover,
cant believe that i'm out from my mother.
*monolith*
a smoke from the burned out candle,
dissapears with just a light blow of air.
with every step, trying to shorten thy time,
hoping each and everynight;
wishing for darkness to follow thee.
everytime you breathe, poison is filling you up
just dont wanna fight and win anymore,
being sure to lose, finding ease from quitting.
you cannot break down something that's already broken.
but you take away something that's been taken...now why is that?!.
everytime candles light your face, "i lose my patience."
i just wanted a peaceful day to light my way.
i don't like they stare at me assuming that i am gay.
there are so many ways...
everytime candles light your face, "i think of patience."
i don't wanna block my own field of lies anymore.
i want to know the truth, and stop wondering why.
i want to hear the answers, so i could say goodnight.
i didn't mean to hurt a single soul; goodbye...
*delusion*
why only he, has the control & authority?
"remember, love only can oppose from diety." <---bullshit!
forever will we be frightened by sanctity?
"fisherman we are all born & raised to follow thee."
trust him and don't dare to question,
sail & swim to set aside distraction.
do everything he ought you to do,
but those who crosses will be immersed onto.
walk with him and learn to carry,
trust in him and stick within.
soar with him and be blinded,
always leaving promises empty at night.
conceited tongues of ignorance,
congested mouths of forgiveness,
condemned arms of deliverance,
which pulled you from innocence.
*63`f*
don't push yourself back from letting your tears flow.
don't restrain from letting your anger out.
just be aware of not harming others' nest.
holding your fear back is neither a remedy nor a solution.
give it a try, just one time, one chance.
he tried to keep his voice hushed,
but it was deep enough to seem almost booming in
the constructed silence of the hold.
get it over with!
give it a try, just one time, one chance.
i watch you whisper in dreams,
i hear you screaming from fear,
i feel each muscle turned to brittle shafts of ice,
not one soul should be stuck in these temple of tears.
give it a try, just one time, one chance.
*coalesce - unity*
thy wounded brother has abandoned his own,
thy beloved father, where art thou now?
so soft of your windrow;
dedicated to those outrageous lies of yours.
underneath agitation, lies your bed of clovers;
forced me to question thy own soul,
how could i recoup to what i've done?
only one tie, one habitat, one manna, one reason;
i've gotta find a way.
i'll summon your fidelity through my fingertips.
but, am i nubile enough?...i don't know...
apparrently, i am now married to responsibility.
inquisitivity makes your mind suffer in such beauty.
now that their minds have been poisoned by ignorance.
their bodies have been hemorrhaged and turned to oak.
surrendering is becoming so imminent of me,
that my impression turned for only you.
one fertile day, this will all be over;
(i hope)...
allow me to let through.....fuck you!!!
"i know that your visions from past cannot be replaced."
"a pirate bows an apology."
*fife*
guilty pleasure, activity we performed,
i was received in a specified way by you?!.
in the eyes of an innocent angel, i was pacified.
as i came out of the room,
a fruitful guidance from her, pushed me towards suite.
mixed up of all crossed elements,
associating with others of one's kind...how does it feel??
you have the eyes of an innocent child, i was crucified.
as i dig into this sand,
a husky, bearded fellow flushed a hand...took her away from me!!
"her comfort gave me temporary"
"her copulation gave me felicity"
i dug myself a hole,
otherwise i wont proceed...
i am still here...and will be waiting...will be...waiting...
(a friend told me that broken relationships should be left unwritten)
*missing moments*
my dear raponsel,
how come i don't see your face from within?
bring me down your beauty,
awkwardly tall & lean.
my dear raponsel,
visualizing thoughts of you with me.
long and straight hair,
as lank as it could be.
by this offering you a golden calf,
through these, an overwhelmed butler relapsed.
baby, even if you append me with sigh,
holding you as vouch as i could be.
my dear raponsel,
don't deceit yourself from gain.
let me know if you really feel the same,
for i shall be your requiem.
*tener agarrado a
alguiem*
(to have a grip on someone)
thoughts of mine drifts alongside..
when we're not together...
my best wishes still go with you always...
wishing to share in your excitements;
wanting to comfort your hurts,
needing to be reassured that you're keeping warm & well...
when we're not together...
i seem to spend my time wishing that we were together...
"more words have not been written about any other aspect of our being.
no topic is more misunderstood. search for your answers amongst
these prose and perhaps you will discover what has eluded all
before you"
for it is intrigue of love that drives us forever forward, giving us
our reason for being. love gives us life (you wish), and for the
blessed many, life gives them love.
*Crown of thorns*
orchids from a blooming desert,
each leads to partition of a play.
paintings and pictures on wall,
each memory just standing by, till fall.
playing by a loving way,
new words and meaning awaits each day.
spreading gratitude for such courage,
taking each position as time passes age.
depressions & frustrations,
those are their intentions.
hold you & trust you,
trying to ignore those bugging questions.
let him take something that's mine?!.
something i'd build from scratch?!.
what matters & what still bugs me;
is should i wait till morning without a fight?!.
i heard the phone ring at (3:00) three,
someone told me to beware of she.
but i ignored the fact spoken truthfully,
getting ready for the day, when she broke up with me...
David,